Welcome to my dark diary

*TRIGGER WARNING* depression, suicide, and self harm blog I DO NOT PROMOTE ANYTHING SELF DESTRUCTIVE EXCEPT RECOVERY. I use this blog to get the thoughts and feeling out. I suffer with clinical depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, and self harm. if you need to talk or just want to ask advice or to just vent just ask me! and I will try my best to help. PLEASE DON'T DELETE MY BLOG IT HELPS MORE THEN MEDS EVER DID.



Here’s some emojis for the phone users sorry computer users

to all my followers and anyone else who have ever


  • lost someone close to them
  • been neglected
  • been abused (mentally, physically, emotionally)
  • been bullied
  • hurt yourselfย 
  • made yourself sick
  • starved yourself
  • felt isolated or lonely
  • felt suicidal
  • had suicidal thoughts
  • been pressured to be something youโ€™re not
  • have been victimised
  • been affected by mental illness
  • been unable to go or do certain things due to mental illness

I just want you to know..I love you & Iโ€™m proud of how far youโ€™ve come!!!image

(via overratedsuicide)


My side is being a right asshole can’t do to much without it jabbing me a sharp pain, and the constant aching full pain, really helps lift your mood up a lot! Feel like shit why the fuck do I keep on going? Just hope the doctor can help when I go to my appointment next week fingers crossed!